Forgive Me Love.

Sometimes when you love people, they dont really LOVE you back & when you discover it, its felt. I mean, you really feel it. Thanks to musical mail from a bff, a good song was brought to light again, but this time later in life & I feel the meaning in the song so much more. What I really love about this song is that it expresses the love still felt for that person even though they are not around, not in your life anymore, or have have done something to prove their unworthiness to you. It's like its saying, "Forgive me for loving you, I still love you". I know I've felt that before in my life & sometimes the best thing to do is soak up the moment, cry all afternoon & then move on.

As always, its more powerful if you actually hear the song. (if you actually watch the video it will make you laugh. please ignore the fairy pics and just listen. haha)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EQiiX8KTMOU

Alanis Morissette

"Your House"

I went to your house
Walked up the stairs
I opened your door without ringing the bell
I walked down the hall
Into your room
Where I could smell you
And I shouldn't be here, without permission
I shouldn't be here

Would you forgive me love
If I danced in your shower
Would you forgive me love
If I laid in your bed
Would you forgive me love
If I stay all afternoon

I took off my clothes
Put on your robe
I went through your drawers
And found your cologne
Went down to the den
Found your CD's
And I played your Joni
And I shouldn't stay long, you might be home soon
I shouldn't stay long

Would you forgive me love
If I danced in your shower
Would you forgive me love
If I laid in your bed
Would you forgive me love
If I stay all afternoon

I burned your incense
I ran a bath
I noticed a letter that sat on your desk
It said "Hello love, I love you so love, meet me at midnight"
And no, it wasn't my writing
I'd better go soon
It wasn't my writing

So forgive me love
If I cry in your shower
So forgive me love
For the salt in your bed
So forgive me love
If I cry all afternoon

Anyways, sometimes songs just really hit me. That one did today :). You might not get it, but i do. So much so that I just HAD to blog it. haha. I think what it really is, is that the people in my life right now may be distant for one reason or another, but i love them regardless. All anyone really wants is to be loved. I can only hope that I can be better at expressing/showing it to everyone. Especially when they deserve it the very least. Love is a funny thing. It makes the world go round. Spread the love people. haha. Enough mush and gush already...

So I LOVE my job. Crap, I thought I was done with the lovin'. haha. But really, it makes me happy. Ironically enough, coming from warm desert sun to freezing mountain snow I've adapted & have really enjoyed taking in the beauty of the mountains & the snow. It has strengthened my appreciation for a Creator who loves us & I am truly blessed to experience the beauties of earth every morning as I ride the lift as the sun rises. Sometimes its cloudy or there's fog, but even then its amazing to see it move & change. Sort of like my life. haha. Sometimes its a little unclear as to where I'm going but there's always something to be observed or learned from the change. Gotta love it. Here's a few pics to help visualize what I get to see: